Welcome to the convoluted realm of my thoughts

what do you do when your whole life is a constant cycle of self loathing self doubt self pity and the painful process of trying to rebuild and remake yourself into something stronger

what do you do when you’re out of construction supplies or the wood’s been eaten away by termites or the nails have turned rusty and brittle and your entire being is a tower made of paper

what do you do when it hurts to cry but when you don’t your insides twist and knot until you find yourself dry heaving over the toilet bowl, stone tiles digging into your knees and making your world feel cold and hard

what do you do when you can’t look the ones you love in the eye because some of them care, and a few care a lot, and all you want is to disappear because you’re such a horrible burden on everybody else

somebody please tell me the answer

annabelleisapeach:

aileine:

I couldn’t help myself.

I dare you not to have fun dragging this gif.  EVERY FRAME THO

(via subltevariationsofblue)

I need this book.

(Source: nevver, via literalily)

squareclocks:

I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up. 

(via dysfunctional-dreams)

shannananan:

mercimonamie:

i fell in love with him like ketchup falls out of a bottle: slowly, and then all at once.

oh my god you managed to one up john green.

(via qeezsco)

i-o-u-an-assbutt:

iamaproudsuperwholockian:

counting-to-one-hundred:

APPARENTLY ACCORDING TO CBC NEWS TUMBLR IS KNOWN FOR “Foul language and nude photos” 

REALLY? THATS ALL? WHY NOT THE AMAZING ARTISTS? THE SOCIAL JUSTICE? EVEN THE PHOTOGRAPHS ON THE SO CALLED “HIPSTER BLOGS” 

WE ARE MORE THAN JUST FOUL LANGUAGE AND NUDE PHOTOS. WE ARE SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT

Are we?

yes we fucking are now shut your dirty whore mouth you lil shit

(via pizzayacht)

Interview.

merelyamadness:

Tell me about yourself.

What keeps you awake at night?
What makes it worth
waking up in the morning?

The tarnished ring on your finger:
whose memory is that
pressing into your skin?

What is the meanest thing
you have ever said?
I want to know
how the words tasted.

Tell me about
the most beautiful thing
you’ve ever seen.

I don’t want to know
where you have been;
I want to know
why you are here now.

niallhortonhearsawho:

a girl walks into a classroom wearing a spaghetti strap shirt. immediately every boy within a 50 yard radius gets a raging erection. the teacher attempts to present a lesson but to no avail, no one can hear over the sound of every male student masturbating to this girl’s shoulders. why couldn’t she just wear a long sleeved shirt

(via ramenjess)

I feel brave when it’s dark and quiet, when my mind tricks me into believing we are the only two people in this world. 

merelyamadness:

Do not make
someone else
your world.

Make them a favorite book
you carry in your pocket
whose pages contain
their own world
where you are always happy
to return

so in case the ending ever changes
you still have someplace
you can call home.